The Journey Home Course
Bound in Love ~ Boundless in Love
This is a journey of the Heart, to the Heart, the boundless Heart.
This is an invitation to draw Love closer to the heart and truly live the gift of life.
This is a journey that will call you into ALL the places of yourself, to make peace and restore wholeness.
It is the deepest answering to our calls, our vocations, our healing and our pain. With
our pain of the separation from Love itself, from ourselves, our personal pain, our collective pain and each other.
We will be working to unlearn, break free of patterns and build a new foundation, in Love.
You will begin and then know the ins and outs of who you are.
We will be building relationship to all of life.
You will begin living in more harmony, and restoring peace to yourself.
Love will heal the wounded heart within.
Love will reveal the unseen in yourself and all others, and how they become One with God.
You will be in touch with the Mystery, called Love and Life.
You will find true purpose and meaning in your life.
We will draw forward the “shy soul” or that “hidden wholeness,” as Parker Palmer likes to call it,
the one that speaks softly and only comes out in the quietest of spaces. It’s the one we truly seek but avoid at all cost.
This is a journey of courage, of finding the healer, the visionary, the warrior and the teacher as Angeles Arrien calls it in The Four Fold Way.
This is not a linear course; it is an unfolding in love. It will ask for your patience and deep trust.
It will continually invite you into a willingness to stay the course.
This is a journey for those that wish to live in Love, know Love in the deepest and most intimate levels of being.
This is a deep, investigative and creative journey. Some may even consider it a calling, or a call to Love.
It will be generative, active and introspective. It will move to heal all the parts of you and the collective. It will create an inner interdependence in Love. This love is all-encompassing, transformative and heart-centered, leaving you fully embodied, complete and whole. It will ask you to let go of all the things that cause you and others suffering and separation, bringing deliverance from the ego self only to be found again in this deepest Love for you. It will bring you to great trust and faith in this Deep Love. This Love is seeking you as you are seeking it. This Love longs to be with you and be you. This Love only needs your permission to do so to be with you.
I am only here because of Love. We are only here because of Love. It is my deepest desire that others know this Love,
return to this Love and know of its kindness, mercy, and compassion.
My offering of this course comes from my love for God, the development, practiced and embodied journey of God in Me, the understanding, Love and compassion of the pain and the joy of this mysterious journey.
In this journey you will be held in great Love, honored for your courage. There will be safety in Love, there will be clarity in Love, there will be deep rest in Love.
Love will hold it all.
All teachings come directly from the Source of Love through my work with my teachers MaDar and Trikaya.
I dedicate and owe my life's journey to Love and Wholeness to them, the teachings given to them through Love and MaDar and Trikaya’s fully embodied forms.
This is also a reflection of my life’s work, my own healing process through a deepening into Love and a devotion to the many teachers on the path of Love and to the Heart.
The Path of the Heart
"is one of striving for spiritual perfection through the transformation of self, in order to draw nearer to God, who is perfection. This the primary goal is to transcend or "naught" the self, or the ego, which acts as a barrier or "veil" between the human heart and God, distorting our perception of reality and inhibiting our capacity to mature to our full "selfhood" in which we perfectly reflect the attributes of God. The focus is therefore on turning the soul to God; on becoming God-centered rather than self-centered; on the spiritual rather than on the external reality of worldly status and wealth. Progress along this "path" depends on love of God and the spiritual battles (or "holy war") that one must engage in to "polish the mirror of the heart,"and thereby achieve the clarity of vision necessary truly to "see" ourself and spiritual reality. This may bring us suffering in this world, but it leads to greater happiness in the world beyond, while pausing on the path to take one's comfort and ease in this physical world leads to great suffering in the next." - Juliet Mabey Rumi A Spiritual Treasury
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Why this course? Why now? Why this path?
Many of us move through this life forgetting who we are, forgetting from where we came, forgetting what brought us to life, what gives us breath and life. We are asleep in the dream of ego and false self, moving from patterns and behaviors that keep us in survival or are learned from our parents, teachers, family, culture, society, religious organizations.
Over 25 years ago, I began waking up to my body, my emotions, fears, patterns and stories. This came in the form of anxiety and panic attacks.
I had lost a mother figure and someone very dear to me a few years prior. I was in my first few years of marriage and entering into my first real professional career as a hairdresser in a very prestigious salon, when it all began.
I began searching for healing, first through the traditional forms of conventional medicine and therapy. I found them helpful in many ways, and I was searching for more. I was searching for truth, l was searching for explanations and understanding, I was searching for meaning and purpose, l was searching for love and to feel safe, and I wanted to go deeper into the root causes of it all.
I began reading voraciously the sacred texts of many different religions and spiritualities.
I found a shaman healer and teacher named Laughing Womyn and worked with her for over 12 years, engaging in the healing practices of sacred ritual, Divine Feminine or Goddess practices, undoing the patriarchal religious practices I grew up with, healing through shamanic journeys, herbal, plant, and crystal medicines. I explored alternative forms of healing through sound, massage, acupuncture, chiropractic work, yoga, meditation and prayer.
These practices helped me sort through my childhood traumas, the stories of my ancestors and past lives.
They gave me answers to what I felt I had no explanation for as to why I was feeling the way I was.
They helped me open and see my own gifts of working with others.
And, I was still searching for more. I was searching for deeper and higher meaning. I was still reading sacred texts and studying. I had become a yoga teacher and called myself a healer as I grew to learn how to work with energy and energy consciousness. I could feel and intuit root causes of suffering within others.
My intuition and empathy was growing, but I still felt incomplete.
I met MaDar. MaDar was unlike any other teacher I had met, and there was a gentleness and a power beyond my recognition, or maybe only what I had heard and read about in all my spiritual texts.
MaDar embodied fully the Power, Wisdom and Truth of Love.
In that first meeting MaDar asked me and the group of us, “What is your Heart’s Desire?” Mine was to BE LOVE.
I began working with MaDar shortly after meeting her, and I continue to work with her still today.
In my work with MaDar, I met my ego and the false self in a real and honest way, through deep pain and suffering, heartbreak and loss of control and self. MaDar has taught me more about my ego, personality and barriers. She has helped me to move through them with Love and grace and has shown me the way of the Heart, Love and Compassion, The True Heart, the Pure Heart.
From the moment I began this journey years ago, I would call forth Love, as the fear and pain was great at times and I didn’t know what else to do. Love always delivered me to my next shore, my next step. Love has been holding me all along, and I just couldn’t see and really know it. Now I am beginning to see and know Love. Now I am beginning to live in Love, for Love and with Love. I say beginning, because Love is so vast, spacious and expansive and never-ending that to say I know all of Love would not be true. Love continues to create and move through its creation at all times. There is a constant flow of birth, death and rebirth in every moment, in every breath. The Journey of the Heart is Love’s wish in completing itself, fulfilling itself.
We cannot as individuals and in relationship to others be complete until we have journeyed home to the Heart, and rest safely and fully within the Heart of it All.
This is why I wish to begin sharing in this journey with all others, for completion of the fulfillment of Love and Love’s Plan for all beings, and all of life.
The Journey Home Course was created, while I was on retreat at the Cedars of Peace, tiny cabins nestled in the woods on the grounds of the Sisters of Loretto.
And, after a deep dive of years of self study, self examination of motivation and desires, and a love for God above all else, this course began to awaken and stir inside. Everything I had been taught, everything I had been sitting with, everything that has been given me came through in the development of this course.
So, if you too are suffering from the demands of life, dis-ease, illness, seeking healing from past trauma, wishing to learn the ways of the heart or to be love, wishing to unlearn the ways of ego and personality, seeking truth and clarity above all else, desiring a personal relationship with Love, developing more understanding and meaning in your life, having wholeness and completeness of being, transforming your relationships of love, life, self and others, then please consider this offering and journey. This is your invitation to a greater calling and your true heart’s desires.
MaDar always reminds me that we really only have two choices in life: Love or fear. Which do we choose? Do we know when we are choosing Love over fear? How do we know? Do we know the difference between our ego/personality and true Love within the heart? Are we living from the mind or the heart or the heart/mind?
"Love will always move to create and restore peace and harmonize within and within the whole. Love will tell the truth with love. “Love is patient, love is kind,” love is generous, love is merciful and compassionate, love is not self serving or self-centered, love is forgiving. Love restores peace and IS justice. When we are moving and acting in Love and on behalf of Love, we will always be moving to align with greater and greater Love.
There is no fear in Love. Love will always move towards simplicity."
These are some of the teachings and principles of Love that have been given me from MaDar and Trikaya. In this course, we will move through, move within, and will eventually become these teachings.
I owe my life and this work to God First and my teachers, MaDar and Trikaya. All the Saints and Mystics that have traveled before us and are with us now, who continue to share their light and grace through their lived experiences of coming Home to Love and through the Living Word. All the lovers of God also on this path have shared experiences through the writing of literature, poetry and books.
To my teacher and friend Laughing Womyn Ashonosheni for all the love and earth wisdom.
And also my teacher and friend, Beth Lodge-Rigal, founder of the Women Writing for a Change Organization and the Conscious Feminine Leadership Training.
All the students and clients I have had the pleasure of working with and all others that I have met and shared in relationship with, all have been teachers for me, all have been mirrors for me, all have helped me to learn that we are all the same in Love and that we are a perfect and complete part of the whole. Only with Love and the fulfillment of Love within All Others.